Heavy and bloody

Full and empty

I stumbled upon newness

Numb with pain

 

I inched towards him

A little crumpled, unfolding

Bundle

 

My whole self molting

Life renewed and firm

I timidly enveloped him in love.

Doubting my self

Watching 

Feeling pressured to offer

Watching 

Doing laundry and not drawing

Watching

My head and throat hurt

Watching

Overwhelmed by the art I saw today

Watching

Picking up the tools now

Watching

Watching with open heart what comes